Judgement Day 3 - Almost there

Oh my god, we just finished our weekly session, and I am still shaking and my knees are weak. You know the setup by now, no need to explain it again. I had almost 200 seconds available, a little more than 3 minutes. Thank you all for voting for me, I really appreciate that!

I was so excited. After many days without any stimulation the vibrator felt like heaven. It gave me the most delicious sensations. My moans were filling the room and I didn't even care that my neighbors might here me. I felt totally separated from the world. It was only me and my pussy at that moment.

My arousal went up quickly, I approached this orgasm even faster than expected. I was almost there, could feel the orgasm approaching. Then the doorbell was ringing. It was like in a bad movie. Of course we didn't even consider opening the door, but my building orgasm was intercepted by that unexpected disturbance.

I was not allowed to see the clock that was counting down my 200 seconds, but I guessed there must have been at least one minute left. Quickly I was back into the feeling and my orgasm draw nearer and nearer. I pushed my clit harder on the vibrator. Yes, this time it would work! I could almost feel the orgasmic spasms approaching, when suddenly the vibrator was turned off! I tried to rub my clit on the turned off vibrator, but my master and lover removed it too fast. It felt like dying. I tried to argue with him, I got really angry. I shouted at him and said words I shouldn't repeat here. I didn't care if there was still someone at our front door and could here me.

He didn't give in. I have to wait another week. He also told me, that my bad behavior will have consequences. He will take a closer look at my overall behavior this week and decide what punishment is appropriate. Guess I will have to be extra sweet to him, I cannot risk losing my chance to orgasm next weekend.

Judgement Day 2 - At least 25 seconds

Things are getting better, I got 25 seconds of stimulation today. Of course I was not able to cum, but at least I felt something approaching. I was hoping that I will be so horny by now, that 25 seconds will be enough. This is very far from the truth. I am constantly dripping wet during the day and even more during the night, but an orgasm without a few minutes of stimulation is still impossible. It was such an terrible feeling when the vibrator was turned of after 25 seconds. I hope I must not experience that again next week.

Please vote for me, you can end my torment! I offered to work for my orgasm, unfortunately the only request was a video of my sessions with my master and lover. I am concerned about my privacy and I do not want to do this. The only reason I agreed to the internet voting is my anonymity her.

I talked about this video thing with my master and lover after our session, because I was really desperate. We made a deal. We will record every session that is longer than 5 minutes and make it public after we both made sure it cannot disclose our identity. I am fine with this.

If you want to see this video, you must vote for a session that is longer than 5 minutes. This means 300 more votes for yes than for no. There is a penalty for this extra rule I have to suffer. From now on I will get no stimulation at all except for the timed weekend sessions. No fucking, no licking, no fingering, nothing. I am only allowed to pleasure my master and lover with my mouth and my hands. My pussy and clit are tabu until I get to cum.

I will work for my orgasm

Spike, a visitor of this blog, suggested I should post a picture of my shaved pussy if I get to cum. I agreed to do this. Therefor he will give me a positive vote next week.

After reading this comment, my master and lover had the idea, that I should work for my orgasm. If anyone wants me to perform a certain task for a positive vote, my master and lover will make sure that I really do as I am told. Of course he must agree with the task. I will have to tell you the truth about following your orders. He reads this blog and if I should lie, this will be treated like failing and I will get the unbearable punishment I was talking about before. You can be sure that I will not dare to do so.

Please vote for me without any requirements. This idea could get out of hand really quick, so I hope you understand my situation and vote yes!

Judgement Day 1 - No orgasm in sight

Oh my god, this is unbelievable! Dear internet, what are you doing to me?!?!!

I think I am in real trouble now. Today would have been my first chance of release. I didn't look at the results during the week, because I was afraid it would tell me something like only 3 minutes of stimulation. This would make my juices flowing, but I would not be able to cum. I hoped for at least 10 minutes, but I didn't count on such a good result.

When I saw the result I was in horror. It said ... and I am not joking ... 2 seconds! Nearly 100 people voted, that would allow me at least 1,5 minutes of stimulation. 4 more weeks (oh my god, 4 weeks without an orgasm!!) and I am at 6 minutes, this should be enough for me to cum and end this torment. But not all of the participants voted for an orgasm. About 50 percent chose I should be denied! Can you believe this?

Considering these numbers, it will take about 150 weeks to reach 5 minutes of stimulation. At this time the touch of a feather will be enough to make me cum I guess. No way I can do this so long. I had an intense discussion with my master, but he didn't give in. If this is what the internet community decides...

To make things even worse, he followed the procedure as we had arranged it. He tied me naked to the bed, my legs spread wide open. He took a stopwatch and buzzed my poor abandoned clit for exactly 2 seconds. If I wouldn't have been tied down, I would have slapped the smirk out of his face when he turned the vibrator off again. I need this orgasm so badly. I never was so long without one since I started masturbating. And there is no end in sight.

He used this situation to let me suck him good, while I was tied to the bed. His cock was real hard. This game seems to turn him on more than I hoped. He ordered me to gargle with his cum for a few minutes before I was allowed to swallow it. He knows what makes me horny.

Now I am sitting here and I have no idea what I should do. I must find a way to get my orgasm. To make things worse, my master and lover placed a penalty on breaking the no touching rule, that is even worse than a life without orgasm. No way I can cheat. I have to get enough votes. So please, vote for me and spread the word. Tell everyone you know to vote, I need this orgasm. Every vote counts!

Please vote for my orgasm

It is a long story how I got myself into this, but I will try to make it short. Everything started when I discovered a website about female orgasm denial. I had this fantasy about my lover and master controlling my orgasms. When I told him so, he was quite eager to learn more about my wishes. Today I wish I never asked him to, but I wanted him to decide when I am allowed to have an orgasm and when I am not.

On Christmas Evening he told me about his cruel plans. He said it is too much of a burden to decide alone, when I am allowed to cum. Back than I had multiple orgasms nearly every night with him. Taking those away from me seemed too cruel to him. Therefor he invented the following game:

There is a strict no touching rule. I must not touch my tender parts when I am alone, only when I am together with him. He will make sure I get stimulation, but no orgasmic release. The only chance for me to orgasm is on every Saturday evening. He ties me with my legs spread to the bed and uses my Hitachi Magic Wand vibrator on my clitoris. He only turns it on to the low setting. I need at least 10 minutes to cum that way. Maybe over time when I get more desperate this will decrease.

How are you involved in this? The game is easy but cruel. I only get so many seconds of stimulation as I get votes for an orgasm from you. So please be kind and vote for me in the poll on the left side. This will add one second of stimulation for me. You can also leave a comment in my blog and tell my master to let me orgasm. Unfortunately he added another rule. If anyone doesn't want me to orgasm, this will erase one second. I hope nobody is that evil, but you also have a chance to make my suffering worse that way.

I am on denial since Christmas 2006. My first chance to cum will be next Sunday, 14th January. At the moment I am dripping wet and in desperate need of an orgasm. I really need to cum next week. I have to blow my master to orgasm daily, which gets me even more horny. Please, please, please, I need to end this game soon.